Mixed feelings ...

With only four days left before I finish up with STA I'm starting to feel a little anxious. Not long until I become unemployed. I'm moving to the USA without a guaranteed job although I do have a couple of contacts that I can contact once I arrive. The last time that happened was when I moved to Adelaide about six years ago. 

If I'm being really honest, I'm not as worried about the job part to start with. I've been saving for this move for over a year so can afford to live on some savings for the short-term. But I'm very mindful that if I spend too much of my savings then I won't be able to travel or visit any friends.

I'm starting to have moments where I am picturing myself at the airport in a few weeks, standing at the entrance to the international departure gate with David. Then the tears start to flow and I can't stop them. I can only imagine what a mess we will both be on that night. I am NOT looking forward to it at all :(

Maybe I should look into taking something just before my flight that will calm and relax me so I don't get so worked up. Not that anything can stop me feeling sad though!!

Until then I am trying to make the most of our time together. Stealing hugs whenever I can *sigh*

xx

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