Music and emotions ...

It's amazing how certain songs can have such a power effect on us.

A while ago David played a song to me 'I Choose You' by Sara Bareilles. He said that it reminded him of me and summed up how he felt about me. I had a listen and liked the song. Sitting here this morning it started playing on iTunes, however this time it had a much more profound effect. I stopped what I was doing, sat down and listened to every word of the song. Not even half way through and the tears started flowing. By the end of the song I was a blubbering mess.

It's been really hard with the time difference the past few days to have a proper chat with David so I'm really feeling far away from him at the moment. Now that we have started daylight savings here the only time I get to speak to him is in the afternoon/evening here (unless I get up at 4am). It really sucks.

I am trying to keep myself busy with stuff here - walking, taking photos, going to different shops, hanging out with friends, etc. But none of that replaces the little hole I have inside :(  Nothing makes the fact that he is half a world away feel any better.

I think today is going to be a hard day :(